So I've been pretty quiet over here these past couple of weeks and it's not been due to lack of things to share, there has been so much. So it's about time I purge and spill it all out... Where to even start? First off I guess I could start with saying that part of me has just wanted to ditch everything and go be out on the frontlines at Fairy Creek... the pressure is building and it's been intense to watch and listen. It's been hard not to be there. As I have said before, I am going with the flow and listening to my callings. Those callings are to be doing my own work right now. The big work. In between working on myself I have also had commitments here at home... meetings, gatherings with friends, photoshoots, appointments. Things that couldn't be pushed off. Things I wanted to be here for... and let me tell you the rewards have been huge. I've celebrated. I've made some new connections with myself, with new friends and with old friends. Everything is flowing into place. I'm plugged back in. I'm running on full power. I am aligned with my highest timeline. I hold unlimited powers. I am love. I am light. Guess what... so are you! and so do you! We hold the power, and they've been keeping it a secret. Our magic has been suppressed. We've been running on auxiliary power. We've been disconnected. From ourselves, from nature, from the power of connection. My eyes are open. All illusion has been released. Purging. Discharging. Rooting. Alignment. Breathing in light. Shields up. My energy is mine. I am untouchable. I am greater than this human body walking planet earth. I am more than my vessel. I am connected to my soul blueprint. I am walking my soul journey. I am exploring my soul contract. Understanding what I came here for. Remembering. It's a lot of work. It's been a long life of self-doubt. My wonder was taken before the age of 1. This week I was reset to the day I was born... my cells were given the information they needed. I was rewired. Plugged in. Connected. I addressed my inner child, freed her and gave her love. I am enough. She is enough. She has never done anything wrong. I severed ties. I took back permission. I am no longer being drained without consent. None of this making any sense? Please reach out. We need to understand ourselves and how can we do that if we've never been shown how? Our bodies are here to serve us... but they don't always know what to do. Everything isn't automatic like the way our lungs breathe or our heart beats. We need to remember. There are souls here on this earth that came to spread the word. To bring in light. To wake people up. If you haven't come into connection with one of those souls yet, chances are they are coming for you. I am coming for you. I am listening, learning and receiving and in turn I have much to give. We are healers. Our own healers. Sometimes we just need to see what that looks like first hand, an example. Not only do we need the tools but we need to be shown how to use them... OR, take on a road of trial and error to find your own way over time. Time we don't have right now. Once we know and we let go of the conditioning and suppression of your soul voice, all of the cells in our bodies can begin to remember.... remember what we knew when we came here. Remember all of the things that we were conditioned to forget. Remember what is being kept from us. Everything is connected. Nothing is by accident. It is written. It is flowing. We have the choice. We agreed to our soul contracts before we came. We control the result. Every action counts. Every thought counts. Every feeling deserves to be felt. Has anyone ever told you to be excited on days you wake up sad? Excited for the opportunity to purge so that you can take in more light? A wise soul recently told me that and it resonated hard. Celebrate your emotions. Your vessel is an incredible thing capable of so much... and they need to be taken care of. To be told that you appreciate it and everything it does for you. Right from the get go we are told depression is bad. We are given pills to help stop the feeling... all feelings... and so we stay stuck. Depression is not bad. It is a feeling. It is necessary. Your body is doing hard work. Let it happen so it can keep moving. It will keep moving and more feelings will come and you will learn and understand yourself more and more every day... if you're listening. I am still a little shocked that I chose to lose my first husband. How can I have written that? Or was it written for him? Or for our daughter? I don't know all of the answers. I am asking questions and waiting for the clues. The universe is conspiring to make all of my dreams a reality. It has been since before I came here to be Amanda. What are my dreams? I am just finding out. What are yours? Let's figure this all out together. Let's heal the wounds of the past. All of the awful things that have occurred on planet earth since the beginning of the human race, it is spilling up and we ALL feel it. Some just don't recognize it for what it is yet. All of the fear and the trauma is happening now to keep you distracted. Don't fall for the divide. It isn't you against me. It is us against them. The ones really running the show and keeping this planet so dense and heavy we couldn't possibly fulfill our purpose. Fuck them. Take your power back. Look deep. Question everything. Some might call me a conspiracy theorist. Do you know how absolutely ludicrous that term is? I have independent thought and don't think the same as everyone so I'm crazy. You know your inner powers and so you're a witch. Should we be afraid of the witches or of the ones that burned them at the stake? This earth is full of magic. Just look around. You think we just came here to go about our days doing the same shit, working towards someone else's goals? Paying money to governments for them to turn around and use it against us. A Government who thinks they are different from the government that is responsible for all of those babies and children we are "discovering" now. NO. Fuck no we are not! and we are figuring it out. 2021, what a time to dig up the past. Like I said, big things are happening and they want to keep us distracted. I honour every child and person that has suffered at the hands of colonial violence. Today, tomorrow, yesterday and of the days before all that has been "discovered". Violence here in "Canada '' and all over planet earth. The trauma today being inflicted on human beings that deserve just as much as every other brother and sister that walks the earth will continue until we ALL say NO! Enough is enough. Our money is being poured into supporting big corporations out there with the RCMP assaulting indigenous youth and peaceful protesters. Gang reinforcements are being used to arrest unarmed humble human beings that are willing to put their lives on the line for this earth and for indigenous sovereignty of these nations. All while some indigenous folks of these lands still have no clean drinking water. The earth GIVES that to us for fuck sakes, it is a gift and it is theirs and it is being kept from them. The ecosystems that support us are being destroyed... We stay ignorant because our water is clean. There is money here to support us and ensure we have whatever facilities are necessary to provide that for us. We buy our food at the grocery store and from farms and gardens grown on our stolen lands to feed us. Here's one small shift we can make with zero effort... how about our property taxes go directly to the nations that rightfully own these unceded territories? Why does the government that has no interest in taking care of us get paid while the indigenous of this land suffer? I own my home. I worked my whole damn life to get to where I am and I don't believe anyone could ever take that away from me... and that's exactly what happened here. They took away land and they took away people and cultures and news flash, nothing has changed to this day. What if everyone had the freedom to do what brings them joy? To do what they feel called to do without any strings attached to anything. Individual sovereignty. How are we supposed to live? Barley finding the "time" to do what brings us joy? NO! What the fuck are we really doing here? We are here to do incredible things. Incredible things are happening whether you feel connected to it or not. What does your present look like? Are you receiving the messages? Cuz over here they are coming in hot and fully loaded. The key to the magic is love. Love is the only way. Align yourself with love and everything will flow into place. Love yourself today and give love to your past self all the way down to the day you were born. I've never done anything wrong in my life (say that out loud. Now repeat it). You've been learning all of the lessons you needed to learn. Give yourself permission to learn the lessons until you don't need them anymore and then let that shit go. Let it go. Move forward the best way you know how. What are we passing on to the future generations? What are we doing to heal the past? It is within us all and there is work to do. Every human being on this earth no matter where your indigenous roots started. We are one. The earth is one. My roots connect to every bit of this planet. I am connected to source energy. We are all connected. Divided we fall. Together we rise. Let's rise friends, we have a long journey ahead of us. If you've read this far, you're on your way. How exciting!!! Thank you! I love you!! You are love!
xoxo ~ Amanda
